a work day that could have been a sick day instead of a rig building day but a sub way day on a whim because the thai place was closed and then a cork board and character sheets for a friend and then a conversation about relationships and communication and loneliness and exclusion and lack of friendship in the winter i feel like i am splintered and withering away from you but at least i have loving-kindness here for me may all beings be happy and healthy may i be peaceful and light in my body and in my mind